Is the juice worth the squeeze?

The feelings of a seclude, with a very few friends that can be counted using the fingers of just one hand, desperately trying to socialize and mingle with people just to make friends expecting no gains materialistically or otherwise except for some nice bright smiles on those few known faces, is very complex to explain and even harder to understand and worst to undergo.

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Verb

to seclude (third-person singular simple present secludes, present participle secluding, simple past and past participle secluded)

1. (transitive) To shut off or keep apart, as from company, society, etc.; withdraw from society or into solitude: as, to seclude oneself from the world.
2. (transitive) To shut or keep out; exclude; preclude.

The depth of thought of a seclude is way too deep and doesnt spread wide enough or just shallow enough for the person to understand the social way of fun and poking fun at each other and ends up feeling hurt and miserable wrenching all the way deep down, yet trying to pretend happy outside just to keep the spirit of the group up. A simple example being  intolerance of mockery directed towards the person and getting tagged as a useless joker and spread of this preconceived notion to all around while just trying to respond and gel within a group, leading to loss of faith upon self and upon socializing, causing deep sorrow and pain. and worser is the case when such a notion spreads to others not known or connected to this person.

Having their own way of doing things and are scared of failure. They tend to do things better when alone and try to be perfect as character wise they fear failure and derive deep satisfaction and happiness on accomplishing things well and never get bored or scared of being alone and tend to get more creative, taking up one stuff or the other at hand to research upon and learn. They hate to see known faces struggling and try helping them to see that smile on that face and tend to get happy upon the fact they accomplished their job. Life that was a nutshell where any trial to get out breaking the shell tends to collapse the being inside, while trying to help others, as it brings in the socializing aspect automatically ending up as a disaster to the that person, one who was once happier and satisfied of being to oneself with silence being their best mate.

Charlie chaplin. The best example of a seclude. though he brought tears of laughter to millions, he was a real sad person within!

Is socializing possible for such a person?

Is trying to be correct from one's side wrong?

Does this mean once a seclude always a seclude?

Is it really worth losing peace and feel the pain while just trying to do something that isnt their cup of tea?

Is it wrong to see someone smile at the cost of no one?

Is the juice worth the squeeze?

- Time only can answer